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The Memory of You
Declared dead by
the army when he was taken prisoner six years ago, Lieutenant Matthew
Foster is finally rescued and returns home as MAC. Due to
posttraumatic stress, he has no memory of the bad-boy Romeo he was before
his capture. Broken facial bones, extensive dental work, and the beard
he’s kept to conceal his gauntness have left him looking nothing like the
handsome young man in the induction picture the doctors pull from his
military file after they identify him
Spunky single
mother, Abby Foster, is a soft touch for hard-luck cases. She’s
had trouble accepting her husband Matt’s death, and complications while
having their son have left her unable to have more children and feeling like
only half a woman. She’s marrying the well-to-do dentist she’s been
dating because she’s lonely, and he accepts her inability to give him a
family.
When the Army informs Matt that he has a wife, he figures she’s had to have
made a new life for herself. He plans to simply
write a note and wish her well. But first, he can’t resist going to
catch a glimpse of the woman he’d loved enough to marry. Six years of
fear become reality when he learns she’s engaged--and he’s a daddy.
He’s relieved his wife doesn’t recognize him and continues posing as MAC,
a down-and-out vet. He convinces Abby to hire him to paint her house,
hoping to discover if she can love the broken man who’s come home before he
tells her he’s her husband. He doesn’t want her staying with him out
of pity or obligation. Unfortunately, this wounded hero has only
weeks, before the wedding bells chime, to convince Abby she wants him, a
mental-case who has zip to offer his family, instead of her wealthy fiancé.
Abby didn’t
believe she’d ever love any man the way she had Matt...until she meets
Mac. She shrugs off, as coincidence, similarities between him and
her husband and struggles with her growing feelings for Mac. After
all, he’d have a tough time passing a psych exam to adopt, so Mac would
never want her--not with his dreams of the big family she’s unable to give
him.
PROLOGUE
Myanmar, 11 January, 22:40 hours
♫ You look like a
sergeant, and you act like one--♫
A rocket-propelled
grenade whistled by the Blackhawk, cutting off the men’s rowdy birthday chorus.
The missile self-detonated in a blinding flash only fifteen meters away,
illuminating the dark mountain below.
“Damn, that was
close.” Second Lieutenant Matthew Foster released a breath of relief, then
braced himself as the pilot banked the helicopter right through the trail of
smoke in an evasive maneuver. Seconds later, a tooth-jarring blast told Matt a
second RPG had clipped them in the tail rotor.
Seven pairs of
terrified eyes stared at him while the helo spun out of control, falling from
the night sky the way a maple tree’s seed pod twirls to the ground.
“Mayday! Mayday!”
the pilot shouted, then rattled their coordinates into his headset.
“Heads down!” Matt
ordered, checking to make sure all his men obeyed before folding himself into
the crash position. Please, God, no, he silently prayed. Abby and
the baby need me.
On impact, every
bone in his body vibrated like a tuning fork quivering to the pitch of his men’s
agony. Mercifully, the butt of an airborne M-16 smacked him in the temple, and
a black void swallowed him.
#
Matt groaned,
regaining consciousness to the crunch of footsteps and voices cutting through
the muggy night. If the barrage of artillery fire inside his head would stop
pounding, maybe he could think straight.
He wrinkled his
nose at the suffocating petroleum fumes. Please don’t let this damn thing
explode.
Wincing, he shoved
the weight of a man off him and sucked in a breath as pain shot through his head
and battered body. He peered into the dark, then snapped his eyes shut again
after seeing the vacant stares of his men in the shaft of moonlight shining
through the helo’s door.
Men?
Yeah, right. Most of them still had zits. Only the pilot and his crew chief
had racked up more than Matt’s twenty-three years.
Wiping the
perspiration from his throbbing forehead, he counted three distinct voices
echoing off the mountainside. Since some jerk had felt compelled to shoot them
down, the odds were probably against him it was the Welcome Wagon coming to roll
out the red carpet.
They’d crashed
about twenty-five klicks north of Daik-u. He and seven of his men had been
deployed out of South Korea to provide support to a covert Special Forces
operation. After receiving word of the mission’s success, the guys had broken
into song to celebrate his birthday as they headed back.
Matt dragged
himself between the crew and his men’s bodies, checking each one for a pulse.
The voices stopped right outside the helicopter, and the wreckage vibrated as an
armed soldier appeared in its opening. Matt froze, praying the SOB wouldn’t
spray them with lead.
He peeked at the
scavenger going through the other fellows’ pockets and held his breath when the
man eventually grabbed his wrist. Damn it. Did the dirtbag have to take his
watch? It had been a graduation present from Abby.
When the soldier’s
fingers stiffened on him, Matt cringed inside. Somehow the guy must have sensed
he wasn’t dead. Probably because Matt was sweating more than a cold beer in
July. Even his hair, clipped to barely an inch, was soaked.
As the man felt his
throat, Matt sprang up like a jack-in-the-box and rammed his hand into his
opponent’s jaw. Hearing bone crunch, he heaved a sigh of relief as his
adversary slumped to the floor, yanking the chain around Matt’s neck.
Thank God, he was
out for the count. Matt grabbed an M-16 and scrambled toward the opening in the
side of the chopper, ready to drop and play possum. He rubbed the irritated
spot on his throat and frowned. The jerk must have broken the chain on his dog
tags.
The hell with
them. He had to get out of there before the others discovered their buddy. He
glanced out at the full moon and waited for a cloud to pass over it. A foot
from the door, he held his breath in the shadows and pressed his sweat-drenched
body against the fuselage while the remaining two soldiers strolled by the
opening.
When they spun
their backs to him, he slipped out and crept away from the Blackhawk, trembling
as he glanced over his shoulder to keep an eye on his six. Turning to face
forward, he ran smack into the muzzle of a Russian AK-47. The man behind the
trigger motioned for Matt to raise his hands and relieved him of his weapon.
So much for his
brilliance in counting voices.
The military played
a prominent role in Myanmar’s drug trafficking, so the United States didn’t have
the Myanmar government’s approval to send U.S. forces into the country.
Consequently, dropping in for a belated New Year’s visit was unauthorized, and
officially...they were never there.
He pressed his hand
to his bulging shirt pocket, taking comfort from feeling the pack of Marlboros
where he’d tucked Abby’s last letter and the rabbit-eared picture of her swollen
belly. Only nine weeks till her due date.
His captor shoved
the rifle into Matt’s gut and motioned to stick his hands back up. He complied,
praying in a hoarse whisper, “God, please don’t make my kid grow up without me.”
While the mute
soldier kept his rifle trained on Matt, the others retrieved their unconscious
cohort and laughed as they turned the wreckage into a fiery tomb for Matt’s
friends. He’d only been overseas eleven weeks, but in the short time he’d been
in command of these guys, they’d formed a bond he’d never forget.
Watching the
inferno of his men’s funeral pyre, he retched from the stench of burning flesh
and wiped the blood running into his eye from the gash in his forehead. Granted
he might be royally screwed, but at least he was still alive--something none of
the guys he’d personally chosen to accompany him could claim.
#
Matt sat up and
rubbed his eyes as the sun finally peeked through the narrow slats of the box
truck, turning the interior into a sauna. His CO had told him January was the
cool season in this part of the world. Like hell--or so it seemed.
Despite the
sweltering heat, he was grateful the soldiers had locked him in the back of the
truck alone. He hadn’t had to endure their hostile stares while they’d hit one
pothole after another all night.
He patted his
pocket, forgetting for a moment they’d confiscated his cigarettes along with
Abby’s letter and picture. Damn, but he needed a smoke. Where the hell had he
gotten the bright idea to get his education paid for through ROTC?
Right. Abby’s
brother, Pete Larson, had come up with that birdbrained scheme. Matt snorted.
He was definitely going home and kicking Pete’s butt around the block a few
times.
If he ever got home.
It wasn’t likely these clowns were taking him to the embassy to return him. He
might never run his fingers through Abby’s thick blonde hair again or see her
laughing green eyes. They’d always reminded him of fresh clover bathed in
sunshine.
“Oh, baby, I’m so
damn scared.” Matt squeezed his eyes shut to dam the tears threatening to spill
from them. The last thing he needed right now was to start blubbering. He
sucked in a labored breath as the image of his dead friends flashed through his
head. He should just be happy to be alive.
Shuddering, he
recalled all the horror stories he’d heard about the arbitrary imprisonment and
inhumanity that went on in Myanmar.
Then again--maybe his buddies were the lucky ones.
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Lauren Kellogg
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